what is your deepest darkest sexual fantasy?

Essentially this: 

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I want to be forcefully kidnapped and taken to an abandoned place, then bound up somewhere in a way that I am totally helpless with my pussy and ass exposed. I want to be kept immobilized for hours while a large group of men fuck me roughly and cum in my holes repeatedly (even though I would never fuck a guy without a condom willingly, it would make me feel so dirty). This video gets bonus points for having my face visible to my rapists without me being able to see them. I expect that at first I’ll scream from pain but after my ass has been violated a few times and stretched I will just become a pliant little slut. Of course an added level of intensity would be to also be beaten in my helpless state. No safe words this time. After I am battered and bruised I suppose I would be dumped somewhere naked and forced to walk my broken self to the nearest road and flag down a car to get back home. And all the while I would curse myself for sharing my twisted fantasy with the internet.